Disappointment

I am so disappointed. My project was postponed to next year. I was very excited since last 2 weeks as my senior told me this week would be the first round discussion of this project.

There are 12 months a year. Next year, that’s very abstract. It can be on January, it can be on December as well, right?

I can’t tell how I feel now. It’s like pop... all the hopes and excitements are gone suddenly. Some people might be very happy that they can continue their honeymoon days in new company, no, not for me. I do enjoy personal free time, but I don’t enjoy free time at work. I hate wasting time.

What should I do now? I don’t know.